well i stayed at the dance, there was a lot of under aged people...and yeah it was pretty fun, untill the big fight broke out, of course. we knew that there was going to be a fight. i hate it when people fight at parties, your supposed to go to a party to have fun, not to fight, do that on your own time, dont ruin it for everyone else. o well i guess. im having a party in a few weeks, i hope its good and i hope no one fights, i dont want the cops to be there, that would not be cool. Its 5 dollars to stay...i want a band to play...blah, its to fucking hot to do anthing

so i hope to be moving this weekend, only weekend i can really, long weekend/party then my parents are going away. so i dont want to move in like 3 weeks, i cant handle that. my brother got his lisence suspended so he cant drive me, my parents better not be busy this weekend, i need out of here. its not a want its a need. im going insane...more insane.

i cant get off this damn computer either, i have nuthing better to do with my time. i dont want to do anything in this stupid house, i hate it. me and my mom had a huge fight on saturday. it was crazy. doesnt change anythng tho, she is still fucking crazy, she makes me want to move right now...before she gets home. fuck i dont even care anymore. I JUST NEED TO FUCKING MOVE. ugh
im out